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I'm in the kitchen in so much pain my daughters think I'm a 4 year old. I didn't know I had NO voice. I've snuck around all my life in fear I would be in trouble for anything. That was how bad I was 2 years ago in Salt Lake City, Utah. I'm getting my voice and if the admin deletes my post okay. At least I said it. Zoe
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Those missionary with depression, their hearts and bodies have been attacked many times over. If you have a son or daughter with depression do a search for emotion code. Right now my last child, a girl is doing this to heal her spirit from the damage of the Mormon cult. We can't see the trapped energies in the body. That's why it's woo woo to many of us. In the church you're not allowed to
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My last child, a girl was born December 27. She went on a mission paid by my molesting Dad. This daughter suffers from depression and over eating. Her mission was a very stressful experience for a girl. I will make sure she is happy for her Christmas birthday. Zoe
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I was born into the church, 69 years. This year I'm finally undoing the mind controlling programs. The members who shunned, gossiped, judged, stalked, harassed are filled with offensive energies. I'm a broken record about this. Daggers, curses etc. That's why it's so hard to get ride of the crap-o-lla from the church. Slings and arrows are saboteurs to the body. The only way you wi
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I'm still clearing self abuse as a female from the Mormon Cult. It's not the Mormon Church! Thank you everyone. I feel your support. If I get this wrong who cares. Self-Abuse. I am comfortable in Self-Abuse around men (strong yes) Psych-K statement is: I'm worthy, comfortable, deserving with loving myself around men. This is the right statement to change the subconscious mind. The min
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My last blessing 2013 was near my death bed by ex-M husband (woman hater misogynist) and my sons. I did the blessing for this one son, who cried. He thought I was coming back into the church. After the blessing, I had the terrifying dream of horrors. I was surrounded by demon entities hissing and glad I was sick. I had hundreds of curses placed on my body to destroy me. This blessing was no
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I totally agree. I have a cat named DOG! Zoe
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I left 1985, no support. I was rebellious, ANGRY, pissed off and said to myself, "This whole LDS Church stuff didn't work". I didn't tell my parents where I moved to. They abandoned me, when I divorced the ex-Bishop and Church. I was unaware that legends of angels pulled me up many times. The church is against determined women. And, you punish yourself for determined. Today, usin
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word god is dog - Z
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oh my google - zoe
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Eric, you didn't call Rob Williams and I will not make you do it. Muscle testing is the brain response to the body. It works. I'm living proof, I'm not in a mental ward, drugged out by the medical doctors. Zoe is not a Zombie
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Eric, I read your post again. I'm one of those humiliated females (programmed worthless) THAT begged for love and approval in the church. I'm glad you're an intellect. Do your hard tested research, to the 10th kind. Call Rob Williams or Stan Hall in Berkeley California. It's possible you have heart walls to protect yourself. Do a search, emotion and body code Dr. Bradley Nelson. I know y
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Hi Eric, Psych students/professionals will have the most difficult time with Rob Williams (he is one of you). All those years in study and now this? No way. Rob Williams psych-K did trial and error for many years. Read his book "The Missing Peace in Your Life" Amazon. We are in the Matrix, it has to be hard. If it's easy, it's a hoax. The darkness of the Mormon Church wants u
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Mr. Boner, Funny name! Good for you, I love it. If you have a moment go to YOUTUBE Bruce Lipton Interview. He talks about "The Field" and Albert Einstein. This is about energy and what the energy filed around us creates and gives back to us. In Utah, there is a energy field where all the minds are thinking the same thing. When I leave Salt Lake City, Utah to San Jose, Ca/Silicon
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OH goodness, I went to Starbucks/San Jose, California and wished them a Merry Christmas, got a lecture and frowns. What happened to the fun? I'm saying Merry Christmas and I don't want to trigger off your brain. I love Christmas so much! Merry Chocolates Everyone. Big smiles! Z
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I was a big Kool-Aid drinker of the church. I went to early morning seminary only because the male teachers were cute. I stared at them and did not learn a thing. Laughing Out Loud, Zoe (confessing why I really went)
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There are mind running programs in the brain from the church. It has taken me 68 years to get to this forum. How I made it I don't know. I'm not here to get your money or push a program on any of you. I've used psych-K and erased the Mormon old programs of control. Getting unplugged is like the movie "Matrix". Remember Neo? That's what I've been doing for over 2 years. The day I
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Those thoughts are not stupid. The church is a tribe and we all need a tribe to be healthy. After I left, it was difficult to not have a community. When you heal yourself abandonment is all in your face. Find one person or a few good people to hang out with. FORCE yourself to get out. Get into the moment, find something happy with those people. It will help. The post hypnotic messages of th
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After my civil divorce and ex-communication. church court with over 15 men, I walked out calling them all holy d*cks. Then the ex-bishop hasband was a cry baby and did not see the kids. I was abandoned with with no support from my family. I went around say, "F*ck You" a lot. Then my kids were saying it too. It was a very upset house. Yes, saying the same curse words over and over
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The Mormon cult makes sure to shut down the female. When a female child is born into the church the entity based cult makes sure to stop her. That's why All the women are blamed for everything. Entities do not want to be seen and tricksters. Here is one of my statements. "I forgive myself for being tricked into false blame". I've been undoing, erasing the Hell of the LDS Church Mo
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I know my Demon Dad was a monster of the worst kind. He was filled with offensive energies. Incest is entity based. It goes on from one generation to another, the secret life of my Dad's sex life with his daughter. He was a predator that choose my ex-Mormon husband. The ex-Mormon bishop husband is filled with thousand of entities to this day. I told all my Mormon kids he will never be in the
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My story: Date: 12/13/2016 02:58PM From birth, California, raised in Church. My Dad raped me as a infant plus my 2 sisters (trauma therapy). 17 year marriage to seminary teacher/Bishop (Temple Marrriage), had 7 kids. At age 35 had a running injury everything fell apart when Mom went down. The husband didn't lift a finger to help and beat me in front of the kids. It was my job to take $10 do
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From birth, California, raised in Church. My Dad raped me as a infant plus my 2 sisters (trauma therapy). 17 year marriage to seminary teacher/Bishop (Temple Marrriage), had 7 kids. At age 35 had a running injury everything fell apart when Mom went down. The husband didn't lift a finger to help and beat me in front of the kids. It was my job to take $10 dollars and make it work like $200. Wo
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Mormons do hate the light Pariah. Thank you.
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It's not a scam, woo woo or a religion. Don't believe everything you feel or think. Zoe
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At least, I posted this information to get unplugged from the cult LDS Church Mormonism. My seminary teacher EX-husband was on this way to be an apostle. I stopped it. I divorced the church in 1985 with NO SUPPORT at all. What you do with this, is your choice. At least the information if out! Good luck to all of you. I have a ER Doctor son who still drinks the Mormon kool-aid. In time he
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I get the anger and self blame that keeps us all stuck. Do a google search for Bruce Lipton "The Field" on YOUTUBE, body and emotion code by Dr. Bradley Nelson and psych-K by Rob Williams. I used psych-K and no longer in the matrix of the Mormon church. All the cult programs are not running my life anymore. It's possible to be free and be your true self. I used all of them to heal
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I'm female once sealed in a temple marriage to seminary teacher, bishop, had 7 kids. I'm unplugged from the church that programs members if they leave the church to be cast out and kill themselves. You can undo the emotion, physical, sexual (my Dad molested me as a child covered up by the church) and spiritual abuse. The church is run by offensive energies that feed off low emotions of fear, sh
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