With secret decoder rings. And only people who pay tribute get the decoder rings. And when you get into the treehouse we give you some clothes to play dress up. Then we'll tell you how to use your decoder rings. But DON'T TELL Anyone about the treehouse!!!
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I have to. The story I'm writing bothers me every day. I think about it all the time. And then when it's time to take it out of my head and put it down - I have to. When I'm done with this one - and it's in the market place - I have no idea what's going to happen to it. It will be beyond my control. If you want to make money at writing - it's mostly about luck. However, young adul
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A sexual predator who should be run out of town and possibly tarred and feathered. Odd, because that's exactly what happened. Even odder was that was often done by former Mormons who just discovered his predatory habits. That was the context of the time. Polygamy and polyandry were illegal. And rutting young girls behind the wife's back was quite looked down upon.
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I had to conjure up some pretty dark magic in order to counteract the impure and unholy things you did.
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Homo Sapiens Maximus and I made it to Utah the other week just fine. The road trip was both fun and funny where I would be listening to metal while HSM was reading his scriptures. Then at times we would talk about comic books, porn, or sometimes comic book porn........mingled with scripture. You know, we spoke as men. As big, nerdy men. HSM had met my parents before, and we stayed with t
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And people know I was annointed by god because I said so. And because god's annointed are able to speak for him, I can tell you that I was annointed by god. So when I say I was annointed by god, you know that I was.
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People can be friends without being the same religion. And no one has to convince the other person to change.
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But "every worthy young man must serve a mission" and that I believed in the "gospel" pushed me to go. And my entire life changed. Mostly for the worse.
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Including relief society and priesthood sessions. I watch it at my own pace - so I usually stream it from lds dot org. Some of it angers up the blood. But a lot of it is very, very funny to me.
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Homo Sapiens Maximus and his awesome wife along with RobertB, Peaches and her fiancé had a lovely dinner. Tomorrow HSM Pinafore and I will be driving to Utah. It's nice to have friends. I really appreciate all your kind thoughts and words. The next few months will either show an improvement or get very scary for me. Either way, I'm going to be writing more. One of the diagnosis I got
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Who here hasn't done that? Right? I mean, a little boys corpse. Bending over. Holding hands. Looking longingly into the corpse's cold, dead eyes. Feeling the warmth flow back into his body that was once a cool and stiff. There's nothing gross about any of that!!! And hopefully nothing illegal. Oh, god, I need to call my lawyer.
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Babies are tasty. Prove me wrong.
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Many posters have gone through this. I went through it as well. As time goes by and you go through the grieving process, the obsession will soften, and you'll enjoy the freedom even more. How much time that takes varies from person to person. And don't be super concerned if you go through the anger stage as well and suddenly are incredibly angry at the church for a while. That's part
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I went back to Utah a few weeks ago. I met some lovely exmos that I hadn't met before as well as seeing lovely exmos that I haven't seen in a while. While I was there, I finalized a few things for moving back. Even though I didn't feel great while I was there, it was a huge morale booster spending time with family and with exmos. My mood was very good, and I felt at the time that I was on an
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It's very confusing!
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The leadership at the top uses very vague language at times because often their talks are filtered through PR peeps. However, the culture knows what they are talking about and enforces the subtext. Examples: CA Girl is absolutely correct that going on a mission at 18 will be a badge of honor. No one at the top will say that you MUST go at 18, but there will be stories shared that will c
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WITCHES NEED TO BE BURNED! I swear to god, if one more of my pumpkins turns into a carriage!!!!
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