I left TSCC (this so called church) a few years ago after having many doubts, and facing rude, judgemental comments from the fellow youth of my ward. Once I turned 18, I got a new piercing because I could. I thought of all people, the youth of the church would be loving and nonjudgemental and supportive of me going through this "phase" (as they would put it). I was wrong and they were very hurtful. The worst one was the bishop's daughter. "What is that in your ear??"

Also, I'm bisexual and I've heard the way my parents talk about homosexuals... like we all have a disease or something.

I am terrified that if I told my parents that I was bisexual and didn't believe in the church... they would disown me. They are already disappointed in me for not going to church.

I left for over a year and then went back for a few weeks for their sake..... I still don't believe in the church and the people just seem so damn fake to me.