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Date: September 21, 2012 09:31PM
I've wondered about this question and those questions raised by others in this thread a lot.
Tonight I was on my way home. I live in a city with a subway system, and frequently there are people who go to the stations with their instrument and play for money. Some of them are good. Some of them are very good. Some of them possess transcendental talent.
I used to play several instruments tolerably. That exercise instilled in me a deep abiding love of all kinds of music. Consequently, I'm one of those people who encourage subway musicians by giving them a dollar.
This morning on my way to work, I heard a man playing a banjo. He was accompanied by a CD and he was doing pretty good. I and others dropped money in his case. He thanked his listeners by playing popular songs and other people on the platform smiled as he played each new familiar tune just once. Honestly, I can not remember the man's race.
Tonight, on my way home I was walking one of those long passageways between stations, and was greeted by the sweet strains of a well-played violin. Having once played one badly, I appreciate when others play it well. Those passageways, BTW, are excellent sound stages for musicians: the reverberation is intense. I imagined the musician to be a young student from one of the local music academies. As I approached around a curve, I could tell that the quality of the playing was exquisite. The musician was playing something I felt I must know, but couldn't place. As I neared, I got my dollar ready. Imagine my surprise when I found this person to be not a young hungry music student but a mature (40s? 50s?) African-American male.
Now how many scenarios run through one's mind when faced with this scene? I can tell you there were a lot that ran through my mind. As I dropped the dollar in his case he said 'thank you sir' without missing a beat. I said 'no, thank YOU.' As I got to the end of the passage, I stopped and watched him play. A man in love with his instrument, with his music. Others were moved to slow their hurry down and give him money. When he finished his piece, two of us clapped, he nodded his acknowledgement, and launched into another exquisite piece.
What a gift the man had! Was it racist of me to notice that he was Black and not something else ...Asian, perhaps, or White? Or was it ageist of me to notice that he was almost my age and perhaps underemployed because of it? What does it make me that I pondered his employment history and present status, given his age and race, his talent, and his presence in that subway tunnel depending on the generosity of strangers? I have no answers.
Dame Justice must be blindfolded, else she risks the accusation of bias and not properly performing her task. But I am not blind, blindfolded, or color-blind, and I wonder about all these things, too. Thank you, baura, for an intensely thought-provoking post.