Posted by:
mostcorrectedbook
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Date: September 18, 2012 11:36AM
I've done it! I'm free.
I will go into 'inactive" status first, and then pull the records out after that.
I'm done researching the history. My mind is made up! I want to stop this endless rationalizing and start accepting the facts that the LDS church is an absolute fraud.
It's really not the people that are at fault. They are good people of the community. They don't realise that they have been bamboozled!
The top few executives of this cult are the ones to blame, for hiding and covering up the discrepancies. This is indeed a very sophisticated CULT.
Here are my main reasons:
- Temple covenants are actually Masonic covenants. I didn't sign up for this! Mormon logic: If it looks, smells and sounds like a dog, it is a cat! Pray until you receive this answer.
- Joe Smith's life is not becoming of a prophet. I can accept imperfections as a human being, but doctrinal-wise = he didn't live up to his "calling". Same goes for all other prophets and apostles - Deny Deny Deny?
I think that is good enough. Don't get me started on Brigham Young.
My accomplishments in the MORG:
- Mission
- BYU
- HP Group leader
Goodbye to my donations too. I'm ecstatic about my 10% raise now! The windows of heavens have finally opened.
I can't blame myself as I was deceived. My "testimony" was based on what I was taught. If I reevaluate it today, I know this church is NOT true.
Interesting event yesterday: I had an inspiring music in my head. I "felt the spirit"...aka the warm, fuzzy feeling. To test this, I quickly put a thought of a demonic face and whispered "Oh Devil" a few times. Guess what! The good feeling did NOT go away. Yet the mormon Holy Ghost flees the room when somebody farts.
It's all subjective folks!
I still want to believe in God, Jesus and the real Holy Ghost. This will be the "faith" aspect of my life, to anchor my morals to. But I now have a theory that inspirations from God more likely comes to the MIND, rather than just the heart. Think about how many diseases that science has cured compared to the witch doctors!
I told my wife that if I have to come back to the church, I MUST accept other wives in heaven, and I must also honor the freemasonry religion. That's the only way I can reconcile.
So, please welcome me to the Former Mormon fold! I will write up my exit story soon.