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Date: December 25, 2010 03:08AM
It seems likely he has also given blessings that way, and maybe has not questioned his own motivations. Surely he has winged it, knows that others do, or does he sincerely think gawd is putting words into his mind to say all the time?
What you mentioned about the blessings being honored is important. One of my problems with TSCC was this contradiction. Many times I heard people say that gawd would honor a blessing, even if the person giving it was unworthy, because it would be unfair to punish the recipient for another's sins. Also, I heard people say that it was dependent on the worthiness of the priesthood holder, which is close to what D&C 121 says about unrighteous dominion. You would have been doing what you thought was right. After all, TSCC built you up with the priesthood myth, and told you that you had a direct line to deity. It is kind of like answers to prayer. When answers or solutions don't come you can acknowledge gawd does not exist, which almost no one does, or rationalize an explanation or way to make it work. One of those would be to do the best you could, and hope gawd would honor it.
I don't know how he defines truth, and lies either. Usually in social situations I am a very literal person, and what people consider polite, social lies, I consider dishonesty. It is really difficult for me to interact with people who do this a lot, because I have to remind myself that much of society does not think it is a big deal, even though I do. If someone told me they lied in a blessing it would have really upset me years ago, and I would have considered them bad priesthood holders. Now I would not be surprised at all, because I think they are all pretending.
Would he consider you a bad member who was unrighteous as a member, and naturally became an atheist or would he acknowledge that the priesthood operates on a spectrum ranging from good intentions to delusion?
My disclaimer is: I am not one to give advice on social situations, because I am not tactful, and have a habit of telling the truth, usually more than people want to know, so I have never been in a situation like that. There must be a way to tell the truth that won't be too hurtful to everyone. Your intent was not bad. Maybe more time needs to pass, because if he has figured out a great deal already, maybe he will arrive at a point of understanding about how blessings are done, and you could apologize then.