Posted by:
Helen
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Date: February 02, 2012 10:33AM
Glad you woke from that nightmare Cheryl and got out.
I was already having questions and doubts but I remember the exact moment and where I was when I knew I was leaving that church.
I was standing in the dining room in our home when we lived in Germany and I knew I needed to leave the church but couldn't make the jump. I was standing there thinking why can't I just leave? Then I started thinking about our daughter and she was already learning Mormonism from ME. She loved questions and answers and I'd ask her questions like "Who was the first Prophet?" - "Joseph Smith" "Who is the Prophet today?" - "President-a-Kimball?" "Who is our Bishop?" -"Bishop-a-B______."
It hit me like a bolt of lightening....and I thought, "Do you really want to teach your daughter Mormon doctrine/beliefs?"
I knew that at the moment I would be leaving the Church.
My posts from yesterday.
I had relief when I KNEW I was leaving
http://exmormon.org/phorum/read.php?2,405023,405813#msg-405813And I had fear
http://exmormon.org/phorum/read.php?2,405023,405822#msg-405822One of the best gifts I ever gave myself was permission to leave that church.
I remember Deenie the Single Adult's post. May she RIP. I miss her here.