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Posted by: tanngrisnir ( )
Date: June 02, 2011 07:28AM

In case you don't, you can see what he looks like in this video:
http://youtu.be/ko7accWcDcA

Anyway, I just randomly had him pop in my mind on this late, insomnia ridden morning, and I was looking him up to see what became of him. After reading about him for a while, I discovered the plot has thickened since his days of standing outside the SLC temple in all white.

The story, starting in 2009, in summary, goes like this:

Nick, a devout yet schizo Mormon with a developing criminal history, as well as a neglected and abused family, got a message from God to dress in all white. He tried wearing an all white suit and tie to the LDS visitors center, and as he wandered around, he saw a picture of Jesus with a white hood. He put a white handkerchief on his head in emulation, and at this point was asked to leave by church officials. He refused, and was charged with trespassing.
It was at this point that he got a revelation to stand outside of the temple with white face paint and temple clothing. He was attempting to be as pure as possible, and since he couldn't attend the temple, he'd do the next best thing. This embarrassed the Mormons, and created a minor online buzz about this strange man. Nick lost weight as he neglected to eat in his daily, ever-more-white vigils outside the temple. Eventually, the authorities were able to arrest him on an unrelated charge, and get him off the temple grounds. It was at this point that most people thought the story was over, and it was time to let it die.
However, the story was not over. Nick returned home, and contrary to the pleas of his family to get help, he spiraled deeper into stark white world of delusional perfection. His entire home became more and more white, white carpet, white furnishings, white everything. In his quest to become the perfect person, he began weightlifting excessively, to the neglect of everything else.
Here's where things get weird. Nick started an online, 24/7 web-show. It was streamed live through a pornographic cam website. He figured the seedy world of online pornographic exhibition would be a great place to spread his cult of Nick. Eventually, he developed a mixed following of loyal followers, many heckling him and mocking him, others egging him on and hoping to see some nudity. He would bathe online, however in his underwear. He would cook, clean, eat, sleep and lift lots of weights, all online. He proclaimed himself greater than Jesus, and the beginnings of a cult called Planet Nick began to take shape. The followers called themselves Nickazoids. Nick eventually claimed he was God, found some foreign woman name Carmen, whom he proclaimed queen of planet Nick. There were children involved and exploited by being left alone on the cam show. Nicks family was on the show, trying to get him to put an end to the insanity. Nick jumped from website to website, as one would kick him off and he'd go find another. Nick said he'd would become the President of the USA. He curled up in a ball and cried hysterically like an infant, and bounced around the room whilst shouting swear words.

He moved from Utah to LA and back again. Then, last month, things fell silent. However, many people followed with intrigue, likening the shenanigans to great reality TV. Nick has been accused of being worse than Jim Jones. Throughout the histrionic days of webcam drama, Nick would occasionally proclaim the LDS church to be the one true religion.

That is the latest on the story of Nick. I can't find any of the videos archived, but they were on websites like USTREAM, JUSTIN.TV and one I won't repeat because it was adult. I hope you all enjoyed this strange and horrifying update.

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Posted by: dinobravo ( )
Date: June 02, 2011 08:56AM

Hi. I was one of Nick's "Nickazoid" followers....and for the record, I am quite sane. I was searching for the cam of a virtual friend from Italy, when I came across Nick's webcam. I am obsessed with weight training....so when I saw Nick working out on cam...giving tips on fitness and nutrition...I thought "how cool!". To me, things seemed "normal". Nick wanted a career in fitness...and already had done some fitness modeling, including an ad/commercial for a protein drink. We chatted about fitness...and I learned alot from him...and when we were stumped on something (like why steel cut oats r better for ya than rolled oats), I'd research and find the answer. Nick was a very positive, inspiring person....quoting great thinkers/leaders from the past. I SO wanted Nick to succeed with his fitness quest, I even sent him an extra rope extension for his cable machine...and a pair of my favorite brand weight lifting gloves. This is not odd to me...I give gifts to friends all the time...and I consider him A FRIEND. Nick mentioned my gift several times on cam...and the trolls and hecklers had a field day...making fun of me. Nick slipped deeper and deeper into some sorta bipolar episode....and the hecklers only made things worse for him. I admit, I got caught up in the interactive reality "show" called "Planet Nick". But, I realized that more than anything, I was obsessed with wanting to help Nick, to help him "snap out" of this mental state he had slipped into. There were several drama-filled events, as the cam moved from one website to another. Most have been documented and dont need further discussion. Nick and I spoke on the phone several times...all while he was on cam....with our conversation on speaker phone. This made the room of crazies "hate" me even more. I got death threats...and my personal info was given out over cam. Still, I stuck with Nick till he stopped broadcasting. Another cam called "afternick" began in Nicks absence. But, that broadcaster ended his cam after discussing his depression and how he wanted to commit suicide. Another room has sprung up, which for the most part...has a good group of people in it. It is a room for "friends of Nick". In the end, I am glad I "met" Nick Wilcox. I have tweaked my diet and workout, according to his suggestions...and seeing great results. I now begin each day with reading a motivational quote or two....starting my day off with a postive attitude. I am now more aware of mental illness...and realize that you cant judge a book by its cover. And lastly, I have learned that I cannot "fix" or "help" everyone. I sincerely love Nick Wilcox in the most wholesome way...and hope that he works things out. He has done....and can continue to do....great things and be "the greatest" human HE can be.

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Posted by: SusieQ#1 ( )
Date: June 02, 2011 12:48PM

he was dressed in white in SLC, his father, I believe, either posted here or on a web site.
The family, including a wife and children were trying to get him mental health help. He was incarcerated for a short time also.

I didn't know he had gone on to the Internet to promote his bizarre ideas. He is apparently a very bright, intelligent young man who has twisted a lot of Mormonism, of course and seemed to be completely out of reality at times.

I got the impression he thought he was OK and refused any kind of mental health help.
Very sad case.

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Posted by: Rebeckah ( )
Date: June 18, 2011 10:28PM

I hope he does well. Bipolar is a very difficult condition to live with.

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Posted by: mememememem ( )
Date: September 14, 2011 08:23AM

I was a partial... Nickazoid (Sounds like a 90's kids show)

I would catch him on that adult cam website. After googling, I found him elsewhere. Just now he popped up into my mind so randomly. I just hope he's doing well. Last time I saw him was I guess in April or May. He just wasn't doing well. I know it was after he got married and his children were on cam. He was dressed in a white suit the whole time. He definitely did need help. I hope he gets it.

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Posted by: Dave the Atheist ( )
Date: September 15, 2011 09:35AM


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Posted by: matt ( )
Date: January 02, 2012 11:03AM

Either that or it shows that certain types of mental illness damage people in the way Nick was damaged.

Or, Dave, would it be your claim that atheists are never mentally ill?

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Posted by: Anonymous User ( )
Date: September 15, 2011 10:12AM

There was a missionary in our ward with that name once but I can't remember his Christian name for the life of me ("Elder" I suppose... :-).

Can't be this Nick though, b/c it must have been a good 20 years ago that this "Elder Wilcox" served a mission in Germany...

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Posted by: marcflute ( )
Date: January 01, 2012 02:23PM

Nick is a great guy just marches to the beat of a different drum. It was obvious what a nice guy he is. Remember hearing him talk to his dad on line. The love was so evident, he may have some "issues" don't we all. Nick if u ever read this I d love to chat, not sure if you remember me or not I was a pretty loyal follower when i was on line. Love to hear from you buddy. Best wishes to you,and P.S. save me a popcycle, i remember how you used to polish them off. take care. marc

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Posted by: mr. mike ( )
Date: January 02, 2012 09:38AM

Putting in my two cents:
Nick Wilcox reminds me of "Rockin' Rollin" Stewart, the guy with the rainbow wig who would go to major sporting events in the late 1970s and hold up "John 3:16" signs. Stewart was a Fundamentalist Christian, and a believer in the "end times" theology popular among Fundies in the 1970s-80s. There is a similar missionary zeal in both men, but Nick Wilcox has avoided breaking the law to spread his message (Rollin Stewart made stink bomb attacks of certain public events, planned to assasinate Bill Clinton and George H. W. Bush, and held a hotel maid hostage in 1992.)

I don't know what it is, but certain forms of religion seem to attract or create very crazy people....in America, it seems that Protestant Christan Fundamentalism has all the right elements for the mentally disturbed.

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Posted by: sdfrog ( )
Date: April 04, 2012 01:27AM

NEWS FLASH>>>><<<<THIS JUST IN>>>>>NEWS FLASH>>>>>>>>>

Just this very evening,just moments ago, Nick was live on cam, "that adult one" Declaring he is a Polygamist, Just yesterday Carmen was hauled out of the house, by police, not arrested, just told to leave. Seems the night before, Nick had his girlfriend in bed with the two of them and I imagine it didn't go as Nick had wanted.

So , Elsie, the girlfriend, left and sent Nick in a rage creaming acting like a 2 year old" I want a f---ing divorce, I don't want to be with you, blah, blah, blah" ...Peple chatting were getting pretty freaked out about his actions. I feared for Carmen,

His rule is this , He wants many wives but the wives can't have anything to do with other men He definitely has Narcissistic Personality Disorder.

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Posted by: Planet Nick Blog ( )
Date: April 12, 2012 12:31PM

New Nick Wilcox blog just launched since the old one has been shut off to new comments: http://nickwilcoxwhitemormon.blog.com/

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Posted by: Comonsense ( )
Date: April 20, 2012 11:09PM

It hilarious how people invent histories I'm a closest friend and meet him very well before he start PlanetNick and my kids never been alone, hope one day you recibe what you deserve for liar.

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Posted by: DNA ( )
Date: April 21, 2012 01:10AM

I only caught what the news in SLC showed when he was standing outside the Temple in white and the threads here at that same time.

Didn’t know anything more after that, and had forgotten all about him.

Too bad that mental issue are making life difficult for him. If you have mental issues, getting on the net with a bunch of random strangers hating or liking you, and voicing it, can’t be so good. Too bad it wasn’t just a group of supportive friends that was acting as a mirror for him to be able to judge himself with.

It was kind of interesting to hear about what happened after the standing outside the temple thing. Kind of interesting like watching a train wreck though.

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Posted by: Lisa.S ( )
Date: April 21, 2012 01:58AM

Just for sharing, I witnessed Nick on "that adult one" channel due to my girlfriends told me Nick Wilcox is a lowdown scum sucking pervert who has tons of kiddie porn on his computer. So I joined to see what was Nick the white mormon all about.

This week I saw Nick had a meltdown after he failed in his body physic competition, he seemed could not accept it. Then he changed and started to preach to people about not being gay, but to be heterosexual and get married. I wonder it too when Nick is an adulterer behind his wife, Carmen and does not even support his own kids.He gave away his children for adoption. There is a reason Nick has been divorced 3 times, number 4 soon. He looked seriously unstable. And the drama kept continue when Nick's Dad, Cliff and Nick's brother, Dusty came to rescue him all the way from Utah. But Nick reacted like 2 years old kid and yelled at his father's face that he wished Cliff would die soon and that he won't attend Cliff's funeral. After the family fight, Nick left the apartment which is belonged to his dad's procession apparently. Now he stays at Elsie's place.

OMG..it's a sick and nasty thing to say! You're a very horrible person with so much vile that I am sure even the mormon church would turn its back on you. Get help Nick....Then get a fucking job and support those kids, your wife and your life before it's too late for you. I wish nothing but the best for you get well soon!

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Posted by: its me ( )
Date: February 05, 2016 11:43PM

hes back!!!!! just turned on cam4 and hes back after like 3 yrs!! hes seperated from his wife and living in utah.. and he's still a little crazy in the head..

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Posted by: anybody ( )
Date: February 05, 2016 11:45PM

Yes...I saw him on Shawn McCraney's tv show...

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Posted by: nick w ( )
Date: February 06, 2016 04:09PM

whos shawn mccraney?

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Posted by: anybody ( )
Date: February 08, 2016 09:45AM

http://hotm.tv/about-heart-of-the-matter/

http://mit.irr.org/born-again-mormon-moving-toward-christian-authenticity


I miss his "surfer dude" look. The fun part of his show was the call-in segment where he often argued with TBMs.

Shawn's reply to comments about Nick Wilcox:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-c_r4XQilyc

Shawn's conversation with a FLDS girl:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eg9x8dCO1Ow



Edited 2 time(s). Last edit at 02/08/2016 09:54AM by anybody.

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Posted by: Rusty1608 ( )
Date: January 15, 2024 07:34PM

Unfortunately I see Nick passed away tragically at 44 late Sept 2023. He would have been 45 on Nov 18. The obit mentions he lived with Bipolar since a teenager. I feel so bad for his family.

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Posted by: Lot's Wife ( )
Date: January 15, 2024 07:44PM

Very sad. What a burden to bear.

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Posted by: Dave the Atheist ( )
Date: February 06, 2016 12:59AM

the insane attention whore ?

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Posted by: patty ( )
Date: February 06, 2016 04:05PM

i thought he'd never be back on cam4.. guess that's what happens when ur marriage is falling apart, shame cause he has a kid maybe 3 yrs old... i saw him and he's still loopy lol somethings just not right upstairs ha ha but i love to watch him, i'm glad he's back!!

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Posted by: chris m ( )
Date: February 06, 2016 04:08PM

i'm glad he's back on.. been a few yrs. i know he had different jobs when he was with his wife, he was a car salesman at a few different places, a personal trainer he's a train wreck, but i like to watch him, i believe he said he's an atheist now someone asked him if he was still a morman

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Posted by: tina s ( )
Date: February 10, 2016 05:25PM

he's definetely got major issues, its a shame very much so bipolar you can tell he's not all there, hope he gets the help he needs and that he's taking his meds... such a nice looking guy, just so messed up.. it's sad, it can happen to anyone but he needs help

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Posted by: Johnny ( )
Date: January 17, 2024 06:23AM

Thanks, wasn't aware of this story. Wow!

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Posted by: agnome ( )
Date: January 20, 2024 05:52AM

He may have been white but was he delightsome?

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