Date: November 14, 2017 03:52PM
This is a very strange sensation for me. I want to see my beautiful wife in a beautiful wedding dress. And i want the wedding to be simple for all to see, no mormon bullsh#t of locking people outside. That was some total bullsh#t suppression standing outside of temples on your sisters wedding day. You have no idea how that feels unless you have done it. It is a horrible self-loathing position. I don't want that sh#t for anybody to feel on my wedding. I think i know who i want to be with and no it is not my counselor. Real love is scary territory for me and you HAVE to be vulnerable and real which is hard for me to do. Ok i posted a lot today i did drink a coffee for the first time in a long time. Flame away for me wanting real love.