Date: November 09, 2017 01:09PM
Fuck it. The rich life would only weaken me as i have seen it do to others. Do i really want to turn into a general authority? Fuck no. I want them all to acknowledge my existence though, you made me now face the consequences. Some of them are still in the same positions from when i was a kid, damn dictators, fucking narcissistic bastards, that pretend to be righteous continually. Turn me into the bad guy. Fucking have a million meetings and conferences to pat each other on the back and continue their brainwashing. Cold weather makes me very hateful, i swear i would be living by the beach as a successful businessman right now if i wasn't born in the church. But all dreams die when you are raised in a cult. Life-sucking vultures, blood sucking vampires that never die living into their nineties while my friends died in their twenties. What is wrong with this picture? I can barely function in this weather why aren't the vitamins working yet.