Date: October 11, 2017 03:01PM
Its important to not try to cover it up. I have been told to shut up my entire life and that my true beliefs are stupid, now i am snapping at everybody and i think its important and critical. For example today, i went into jimmie johns and i went to use the bathroom, and an employee yelled out "restrooms are only for customers", and i really got heated and said, "i am a fucking customer i was going to buy something!!", i should have just given the bird and not bought anything just for her comment, in the past i would never have done that but now i fire back. The sad thing was i went in there fucking yesterday and bought something as well, i am a repeat customer. I cashed that check that came in the mail to buy me a little more time nobody is going to help me lets be real i asked pretty much every group in idaho for help, and i am not going to grovel to the church for help if i dont have to. Fuck that fuck them, they dont control me anymore. I honked my horn down my street last night twice after midnight and that felt good. There was a cat in the street i swear. If i am awake worrying then they are too.