Posted by:
Tevai
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Date: April 27, 2017 01:17AM
My earliest religious/spiritual memory is when I was three years old (and I may have been closer to four at that time).
I was staying overnight with my Aunt Tomi, in her apartment on Crescent Heights, and she brought this little red figure on a wooden base from her bedroom, over to where I was, in her living room. She told me that the figure was Quan Yin, and if I prayed to Quan Yin, my prayer would be granted.
I don't think I had ever prayed before (I certainly don't remember ever having prayed until that evening), and I didn't know what to do (or what was, actually, going on).
Aunt Tomi put the Quan Yin figure in my hands, and told me to ask for what I most wanted, and then to thank Quan Yin for granting my wish.
I tried really hard to follow my aunt's directions, but I truly didn't know what to do except to say: "Please give me a set of doll's dishes" (because this is what I REALLY wanted right then), and then I said "Thank you."
And my aunt just EXPLODED in anger. She started shouting at me and telling me I was selfish and horrible, because with all of the things going wrong all over the world (wars, food shortages, etc.), how could I POSSIBLY ask for a set of doll's dishes???
I didn't understand what I had done wrong, because I didn't know anything about wars (etc.), and I DID want a set of doll's dishes!!! And I HAD thanked Quan Yin for the doll's dishes, too!!!
I never forgot that tiny statue of Quan Yin, and when my aunt died, it was one of the things that went to me (no one else in the family wanted it; no one else had any memories with it).
I never did get the doll's dishes (which I accepted, since I obviously, by my reasoning at that time, had asked all wrong), and by the next gift occasion (which was probably Christmas), I was asking for books.
And this is my earliest religious/spiritual memory.
Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 04/27/2017 01:20AM by Tevai.