Posted by:
lydia100
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Date: February 18, 2017 03:27PM
It occurred to me today, that if I had not been a member of the church, had not lived and removed myself from it due to things learnt then I could well be joining should the missionaries 'find' me.
This is a time when I am 'looking' for something. Empty nester, family issues and uncertainty. The church would give me the answers and hope and comfort. BUT only on the surface. An untruth is an untruth even if you wish it were not and so many times I have wished it was all true. Its not. Never going to be.
It can be sad,lonely and yet liberating to depend on yourself. No quick fix.