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Anonymous Today
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Date: June 24, 2016 05:12PM
I fear I might have a problem. I've been struggling since leaving the church with having feelings of anger and mistrust. I think these feelings are consuming me, and so I've taken to chatting on Mormon.org to process and get these feelings out, but I may have taken it out of hand.
My work doesn't monitor my interweb perusal, so I always have a side screen open to Mormon.org. I have conversations going the 8+ hours I am at work and I get back on as soon as I get home. If I had to estimate, I'd say another 4-5 hours an evening chatting with the missionaries there. So around 12-13 hours a day, practically every day of the week. When I say I'm consumed, I mean in--it's all I think about. It's gotten to the point where I'm starting to see patterns as to which missionaries I'm assigned to, how they each act, and what times of the day they are most likely to be on.
I don't know what to do.