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alisonwonderland
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Date: May 19, 2016 07:07PM
On Tuesday evening I received the following text: "Alisonwonderland, this is Bishop X. I understand your husband is out of town. I had promised your son a couple of weeks ago that I would come and meet his pet cats. I have a few minutes tonight if he would be available to do that. Let me know."
Here is a little background:
When I went to an event (non-church related) a couple of months ago, I had to step out of the line where I had been standing. A minute or so later I came back and reclaimed my spot and apologized to the man behind me for "cutting" back in line. He smiled and said, "You'll have to fight me for it." I laughed and said, "I'd win." That was the end of that exchange.
Then a month ago at my son's baptism, before it actually started, the bishop came up to me and introduced himself. I was sitting in the front row. My daughter was beside me, my parents were behind me, and my husband and son were going to sit on my other side, but were somewhere else at the moment. I dont know if anyone heard what the bishop said to me. So after he introduced himself, I told him I recognized him as the man behind me in line at that event. He said, "Wow, you'd think I'd remember such a gorgeous blonde!" I thought that was an odd thing to say, but didnt think much else of it. Then during the bishop's talk on baptism, he again referred to me as a gorgeous blonde in front of everyone, including my husband, our families, and the bishop's wife. I can't remember how he said it. How do you work in a comment like that in a baptism talk? It really surprised me and made me uncomfortable, but I brushed it off. After the baptism he came up to me and put his arm around my shoulder and thanked me for being there and told me that he is there for me if I ever need to talk. I wiggled free of his "embrace, said thanks, and walked away. That too made me uncomfortable, although the arm around the shoulder thing and his offer are not atypical Mormon male behavior. Afterward I mentioned these things to my husband and he said the bishop's comment had surprised him and made him uncomfortable as well. I didn't give this incident another thought until Tuesday evening when I received the text.
My heart jumped into my throat. Why does the bishop have my number? Why is he asking to come over when he knows my husband is out of town? HOW does he know he is out of town? He wants to see my cats?! He's a grown man with a family, a job, and a demanding calling and seeing my cats is on his to-do list? Not only that, but it's such a priority that he wouldnt wait to suggest it until my husband is home?
I didnt reply to it at all. I did call my husband. He agreed it was weird, but thought it a stretch to think it indicated anything other than good intentions. I reminded him of my real life experiences that are more of a stretch, but that are absolutely true. I asked him if he had shared personal info about me (see my bio
http://exmormon.org/phorum/read.php?3,1649683 ) with the bishop and he admitted that he had talked about expriences I had had with my dad, the counselors at BYU, and other "priesthood" holders as a way to illustrate part of why Im out of the church. The gorgeous comments, the arm around the shoulder, and the text are all strange standing alone but taken all together make me feel sick, especially in light of my previous experiences. Any man in his right mind would know better than to say what he said. But especially knowing my past, that is really idiotic and insensitive, if not downright predatory.
My mom called me today and I shared the story with her. She reacted predictably and defended him. His gorgeous comment in front of everyone was simply a nice compliment, not at all inappropriate. His somehow knowing Im alone and wanting to come over to see my cats isn't creepy at all, he's the bishop, his intentions are noble, the red flags are just an overreaction on my part. He was probably not planning on coming alone, Mormon men usually come in pairs. I told her only thing worse than one strange man in my home is a pair of strange men in my home! She told me that I need to leave the past and not let it affect my present. I told her that I have left the past behind (and the church, and all that other baggage) but that I will carry with me the lessons I have learned, such as that I should listen to my gut instinct. Besides, this incident IS in the present. It bothers me that she defended this behavior. She is so brainwashed.
This guy is either a complete idiot or a conniving pervert. Either way, not someone I want in my home or interviewing my children. I am going to let it go for now, however if he pushes it in any way, I will put him in his place and I will not be discreet about it.
Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 05/19/2016 09:01PM by alisonwonderland.