Posted by:
randomgirl
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Date: February 12, 2016 09:56PM
I do not post here very often. I'm not even registered, but tonight I'm just pissed and sad. I just need to say it even if no one reads it. I'm so mad that I was told up was down and left was right. I hate the church. I thought my life was going to be according to plan make it to the CK and now that it's all fake it's just all different. I hate change. Everything is changing. I don't want the church to be true. I just want to go back in time and not be born Mormon so Joseph Smith and his stupid lies didn't mess up the entire trajectory of my life. What an asshole. I've been mentally out for a year and a half and my SO and I are beginning to live an authentic life we're stuck in the MorCor for now and it just all sucks. Utah sucks. The church sucks. This stupid cult sucks. Our families thinking we are going to hell sucks. Having a vision of your life that you thought you wanted and feel a sense of nostalgia and melancholy towards, but now you think it's total shit sucks. Thanks for nothing but a big fat fucking let down TSCC.
Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 02/12/2016 10:27PM by Susan I/S.