Posted by:
ozpoof
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Date: February 08, 2016 08:51AM
for how he raised me. He didn't. He was either at work, church shit, or watching his God TV.
I felt nothing. I thought "ok, fuck off now".
I also know that he thinks the "church" is what is between us because a social worker involved with another issue in our family let that one slip when I was talking about the CULT to her.
He's old. He will die soon. There will be no real resolution between us and no true understanding. He doesn't know I'm gay and he still believes all the total garbage spewed by the CULT 50 years ago because he's not computer literate and Mormons outside the US are pretty much out of the loop as far as church news goes.
I'm an atheist. I believe life just ends at death. I believe my dad will not exist very soon, and I'm fine with that. He is so utterly brainwashed by the CULT that there is no hope for him. At least when he dies that's one less Mormon. I hate this CULT.