Posted by:
ANNONN
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Date: November 29, 2015 05:34PM
My husband is an intelligent man but he relies entirely on his "feelings" when it comes to the church. Logically since that is what the church teaches and for good reason. If they emphasized using your brain people wouldn't believe in this junk. The church is destroying our marriage. Literally eating away at it. My husband looks to me as the problem. I'm inactive and overall a bad apple. I literally saw a change in his level of respect for me once i went inactive. Even the way he smiled at me changed. It hurts to write this and remember how he treated me before compared to now. I know things change as the years go by but i've read his journal (yes i know a breach of privacy) and he says things like he wishes he never married me because im not active in the church. I can understand where his feelings come from. I feel the same in the sense that i wish he saw what i see and came with me. But I don't wish i never married him. I love him no matter what but i can see his love is intertwined with the lds church. Why did i have to be with the one man who is the definition of a molly mormon. Seriously. All you men out there who are stuck with active wives and i'm practically the only woman stuck with an active husband who doesn't want to watch porn with me. COME ON!!!!