I am really drunk, right now.

High anxiety causes excessive drinking.

Some thoughts,

I think, that I am being *love bombed*, by no less, than my convert TBM mother / step father.

(Missionaries knocking on the front door, etc. Friends (rarely) use, knock on the back door.I live on the corner, thus use back door.)

I *really* would to tell them, TSCC, just to go, get,,,,lost (just go freak themselves)!

Take you god's *holy* membership # & stick it, where the sun don't shine!

I really don't like men's clothes. Just so,,,, so,,, Boring!


I'm 6'2", 160-180 lbs, (thin). *Men's* clothes are just,,, so,,,

so baggy.

So I somewhat cross over to the other side. *Cuddle Duds are,, rather awesome*. They are warm, form fitting, stretchy, colors / patterns, that aren't boring.

What's the difference between *long johns* & *leggings*?

Oh, Oh,,,, underwear & outerwear!

*Men's* & *women's* clothes.

*work* boots & *riding* boots. Have any of you *females*, rode a horse, lately?

The difference of *masculinity* and, and the lessor, *femininity*.

Sigh,,,, junior high, was long ago.


I'm old enough, to be a grandfather, but don't have any kids, of my own. (Hint, hint).

I won't go onto fingernail polish / paint, etc.

If you are still conscious, I'm sorry you're going through a bad time. Be true to yourself and keep the door shut to people who bring you down.

Thanks Seekyr,

Yeap, I'm up for little while longer.

How does one *go through a bad time*, when it seems to be ones whole life?

How do I *NOT* become a statistic?

Several times the rate of society's *female* problems.

A male:

Suicide, 3X of women

50% plus(??) of depression

Several times the *average* of serial killers, college campus shootings, etc?

Why do I have to be a *man*, living in a *mans* world, where *men*,, are evil?

Why does junior high / high school (Be a man,,or else), still bother me?

How can I *shut the door* to the TSCC (hell, I'd like to take off some fingers, or an arm or foot or three) and leave it open, for my mother?

How can tell my Home Teacher, to jump off a bridge, but not p$ss of my step father?

How can I get my mom to co-sign a mortgage without having *make a deal with the devil*?

I think TSCC is evil, religion is pure evil.

It's just brainwashing,,,, I'd like the rinse cycle.

I had / have a funny thought,

I have thought about telling TSCC, in Salt Lake, that I am no longer a Member. The CES letter, the *works*. Annnd telling them to *just remove my name* and not *to tell anyone, OR I would sue, for a bajillion dollars*. Telling anyone, like the *local hall* would result in my Home teacher knowing (who is my step dad, then my mother, then the rest of TSCC family), then sue the pant's (ha, ha, I'm a guy, I hate pants, don't ride a horse), off them. Interfering with personal relationships, defamation, etc.

"What's the difference between *long johns* & *leggings*?" The price! Leggings are expensive I think. Maybe it's just my sucky budget.

TSCC is PURE EVIL.



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The difference of leggings & long johns??

As a tall, scrawny guy, you wash long john twice, they turn into carpi long johns, your caves freeze & then you freeze your butt off. OR you get some, that are long enough, then pull them up every 30 seconds. Cause tall ONLY comes as Tall & 375 pounds.

Leggings, on the other hand, will fit, will stretch down to you socks (& stay there)

*Leggings* also come in fleece & double fleece. Somehow *guys* aren't allowed double fleece (fuzzy on the outside, as well as the inside). Double warmth.

I worked a whole day, last winter, outside. Double fleece leggings, regular leggings, then the darn blue jeans. High of 10 degrees. Wind chill, a little less, than zero. (Ok, I'm a *wimpy Mid-Westerner*) My fingers, nearly froze off (I was wearing 2 pairs of gloves, neither with fingertips, first pair are finger less leather, 2nd pair, brown, gas station, jersey gloves, fingers last about 2 hours).

So, complain about $30 leggings, I'll take them any day, over $10 long johns.

I didn't mean that I don't like leggings. I just meant that my budget doesnt' always like them.
But I have some great leggings. Buying the more expensive leggings is a good idea too because they last longer than the cheapies.

This link goes to a hysterical youtube video about leggings:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5uiTMtY7CKw

Have you considered relocating to a more understanding area? (Where the color of your nails only elicits complements, or inquiry regarding the shade?)

Don't get entangled with self righteous money. You will wish you hadn't, and might choke from all the strings attached.

You are different, thank goodness. Please consider that a positive trait and surround yourself with those who celebrate your contribution to the world simply by the fact that you are in it.

Look up Lisa Ling Gay Rodeo segment on Netflix. Lovely people having fun and enjoying an event. Good luck to you. Please stick around.

A religion founded by sex offenders now run by sex police.

Tights are big sellers in the wintertime where I live, and no one needs to even know you're wearing them, under your street wear, if you don't want anyone to know.

They're as comfortable as leggings and as warm as long johns, at a fraction of the cost.

Find mine at any retail department store outlet, and to save $$ I look for them at TJ Maxx or Marshall's.

Here's a Macy's Black Friday special for Cuddle Duds, and you can order these ones online, at $15 a pair for leggings. They're as warm and cuddly as leggings and lots more sexy than long johns.

They may have them for guys too, if you can't find any in your size under women's clothing.

http://www1.macys.com/shop/featured/womens-winter-pajamas/Brand/Cuddl%20Duds