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AmIDarkNow?
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Date: November 02, 2015 04:05PM
You will be marrying the church. He was raised with "the truth". A saying inside the church is "raise up a child in the way he should go (meaning mormonism) and when he is old he will not part from it" Or some such.
The questions you need to ask is “What comes with this man?”
Family. Family is a crap shoot. If they are extensive and deep generational believers and he defers to them in marital matters then you are screwed. You will be wrong in major decisions and he will be right and he’ll be right with an army of family to back him up and remind you of it at every turn.
Money. Ten percent of gross. That does not include fast offerings, time and other donations that come up often. Do you think ones belief system should rob the finances of the couple? If so you are screwed.
Time. Every Sunday. Even on vacation. Attend or find a Mormon church so that the box for gods can be checked. Three hours on Sunday Not including travel time. God help personal time if he gets a calling.
You know what. Here is a good list to show you what’s involved. It’s not
OK to assume that he is not into the church “NOW”. Anything could trigger a full blown relapse into full participation and even half participation brings its own judgements of you as a non-mormon whose thinking is never quite right because you don’t know the “truth”.
Here is one ex-mormon man’s list of just eight reasons why mormonism is a bad deal. The list could be near endless.
“I don't think that the fact that some mormons are innocent, sincere and nice (I was, as were all of you) nor the fact that people inside mormonism consider themselves happy (I did, as did many of you) are compelling enough reasons to allow mormonism to go without as strong a challenge as the situation can constructively accept. In the case of my children, challenging and undermining mormonism at each and every possible opportunity is not optional.
Here's why:
1. Mormonism is not just another religion, it is a cult.
2. Membership in the cult is not passive, activity in COLDS will subject your children to continued programming and brainwashing -- its inevitable. Going along, sitting in meetings is a de-facto surrender. Your children will only learn each and every Sunday why you are irrelevant and why you should not be respected or listened to and why you are unworthy and why you know nothing compared to the wonderful leaders, etc.
3. Mormonism is not a healthy way to raise children. The best that can be said is that it MAY suck up alot of time and tend to reduce the opportunities for your kids to smoke or use drugs, but at a tremendous cost. Your kids will learn emotional manipulation, fear, a false epistemology, irrational guilt and judgment, a false sense of superiority, and compartmentalization. These psychological and emotional elements will continue to affect and infect their entire lives, relationships, world-views and thought-processes even if they eventually leave the church. We can all testify to the discovery of the damaging effects of mormonism's cult-think emerging in countless ways even after leaving. It is very difficult to shake off.
4. Meetings, events and so-called "service" in the mormon church has the sole purpose of getting people to attend more meetings and events. No good is done, no real service rendered. Service is only rendered to the cult itself. Institutional service in mormonism is only about promoting mormonism, keeping people busy, public relations, or manipulative agendas (such as lovebombing). People may feel good about what they do in the church, but anyone will tell you that service provided outside of mormonism is orders of magnitude more personally rewarding and more effective for the recipients.
5. For purposes of helping your family, I would argue that your resignation (if you haven't done this) sets the tone and announces that you are not just a sinner and angry and offended (like your family has been told over and over by the cult) and that you are not a closet-believer either, but that you are putting yourself out there and on the record with integrity. It is false. It is a cult. Resignation IS the proper and healthy response. (Would you want your kids to grow up waffling on an issue of this importance for 10 years, 20, 30?)
6. I would also argue (if you are in a confrontive situation with a spouse) that you have a critical duty also to demand to be able to raise your children in a way that honors and respects your parenting influence, values, belief systems and life philosophy. I agree with the idea, for example, that a spouse should be able to take the kids to church HALF the time (and you will go and be supportive if necessary) but that you are permitted to be able to take the kids to learn your values or church (and you would expect her to go along and support you). This is not about teaching them that mormonism is false, but teaching the positive values you believe: critical thinking, appreciation for nature, actual service in actual service organizations, etc. Turning up the contrast and widening the experience base of your children can often be coincidentally fatal to LDS membership, but it is clearly a demonstrably good thing in any case. You can be with your family, you can demonstrate your values, you can introduce positive experiences; its all good. You will show that the slander the cult will continue to say about you is as false as their doctrine. You cannot survive if your only defining attribute is your "anti" mormonism, nor will you thrive if you are constantly paralyzed from expressing your values and beliefs.
7. It is impossible to grant a "choice" to people in mormonism, especially children. It is a cult and there is no possibility of anyone inside mormonism developing a neutral basis to choose between two concepts. This is not possible. People who think children can grow up in a cult and then "choose" when they are older are deluded. The entire learned world-view in the cult denies critical inquiry, legitimizes magic, equates emotionality with evidence, and maximizes fear. All the rules of evidence, honest inquiry, integrity and due diligence are violated by the cult without apology or excuse. I don't think anyone has to apologize or give a pass to mormonism just because they were responsible for introducing it, nor should anyone fear the urgent and immediate protection of children. In the case of my children, I made them attend much of their lives whether they wanted to or not. I did this because I was misled by mormonism and because I believed that I was acting in their best interests and in recognition of the true state of reality and the universe. I was wrong. As soon as I was convinced of my wrongness, I repented. I told my children I was wrong and I showed them that the so-called truths I had borne testimony about were in fact false. To the younger ones whom I had told must go to church until they were eighteen whether they wanted to or not, I told them they were FORBIDDEN to go until they were eighteen. As a parent I had a duty to do the very best I could to lead them in the paths of truth. Mormonism was false and I would not be counted as one who would accommodate delusion where my children were concerned.
8. The cult would have you believe that somehow it is responsible for and contributing to the creation of morality, character, honesty, etc, etc. but in fact it hijacks these concepts to promote itself. Chief among the lies it tells are that if you leave the church you will lose all your morality, goodness, charity and honesty. However, leaving the church and taking the time to recover fully teaches people that they themselves always were responsible for their goodness and character and that the cult had nothing to do with it, other than add fear and guilt. Children are so much better off outside of the cult learning to recognize and internalize their own innate caring and respect.
Mormonism seriously screws with how people think, feel and relate -- and these effects persist long after leaving mormonism. Keep your kids away at all costs.”
I was a mormon when my youngest daughter was married inside a mormon Temple that I was not allowed to enter.
I will never, ever, ever forget that.
If you do not want these kinds of regrets, cut your losses now.
There are better choices out there. Be patient. Choose wisely.