I loved the article. I experienced a really similar thing to the bulimic woman. The more I tried to follow the doctrine the deeper and deeper I wounded my sense of self.
Notice how the religious counselors got together to squash the diagnosis. I will never again go to a religious counselor.
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Thanks to a comment I made on my friend's Facebook when she posted that article, my sister in law was able to confide in me that she had mentally left TSCC. I got chills knowing that I could be a support to her as much of her family is still TBM and don't know about us.
For me religious guilt and shame were combined with corporal punishment, which created a cocktail of fear and self-loathing. I was told again and again that I was bad and deserved the beatings. I was thrown out of the house at fifteen and spent six months at a boy's ranch.
You'd think I would have recovered by now, but I just woke up in the middle of the night last night in the thrall of a full blown panic attack. I thought about suicide for over an hour as I tried to talk myself down. Luckily, I've just recently seen a doctor, and I'm starting a new medication cycle.
Religious trauma has hurt a lot of people. I'm glad that the problem is getting publicity now.