For the entire time I’ve been on RFM it’s been my policy to stay far away from the ongoing atheist / religionist debate. I knew I wouldn’t be able to keep that up forever. And this thread is the one that finally made me fall off the wagon.
http://exmormon.org/phorum/read.php?2,1587402,1587402#msg-1587402As many of you know from my posting record on this board, I make every effort to engage in respectful and enlightening dialog. If what I have to say below appears otherwise, then either you are misunderstanding me, or more likely I’m just clumsy and have failed to achieve my own ideal. But it’s still my ideal, so please hear my intent.
As an outsider to both Mormonism and the sentiments being expressed (as of this writing) on the thread linked above, what I am reading sounds an awful lot like the clichés Mormons (and other groupthinkers) use to soothe themselves and their kind when members leave. “Lazy, offended, just wanted to sin, etc.”
Why do Mormons say such things? I mean, why do they choose those particular things to say? Because they’re true! No, I don’t mean that they’re always true of every person in every exit situation. Of course not.
But they’re true enough of enough people to become a cliché. And, of course, Mormons are filtering the data to arrive at a faith-promoting explanation of apostates as opposed to really digging in and figuring out if there’s any substance to the non-faith-promoting reasons given by those who are exiting.
When you yourself exited Mormonism for reasons having nothing to do with laziness (and especially if you were an active, worthy member) don’t you find it to be at least a little bit insulting to be lumped in with the truly lazy ones?
When you yourself exited Mormonism for reasons having nothing to do with being offended (other than the offence of learning that you were lied to) don’t you find it to be at least a little bit insulting to be presumed so immature as to leave the (drumroll please) One True Church over a mere personal slight?
When you yourself exited Mormonism for reasons having nothing to do with wanting to sin (but let’s rename this one to ‘wanting to abandon all morality’ since that’s the connotation) don’t you find it to be at least a little bit insulting when you get no credit for your genuine attempts to maintain a moral compass during the difficult, confusing experience of exiting, and during the life you built afterwards?
Don’t you find it humorous at best, and pathetic at worst when Mormons sit around in their holy huddle / echo chamber tsk tsking in their self-righteous and condescending tones about those who leave, including you, agreeing with each other not because they actually know anything, but because it feels good; it feels right to do so?
(By the way, just for the record, I don’t actually know from my own primary research that Mormons do this. I’ve only heard about it from people that I find to be believable, and some of those people are you.)
HERE’S THE PIVOT
So can you understand why, when a Christian like myself and many other religionists on this board, hears a group of atheists sitting around and posting things that sound TO US like self-soothing clichés ABOUT US that we find it to be at least a little bit insulting?
Isn’t it reasonable for us to take exception to being described as people who prefer to have others do our thinking for us if we know the reality to be that we are and always were and always will be fiercely independent individuals?
Isn’t it reasonable for us to take exception to being described as choosing our particular religion because “it works for us” if we know the reality to be that we struggled mightily AGAINST that religion until being overpowered by the logic and coherence and cohesiveness of it as we see it?
Isn’t it reasonable for us to take exception to being described as motivated by tradition and/or tribe if we know the reality to be that we had to LEAVE our tribe in order to eventually land where we are today?
Isn’t it reasonable for us to take exception to having our leaders described as charlatans / shysters / phonies if we know the reality to be that we VERY CAREFULLY vetted over an extended period of time both the organization we have affiliated with and its leadership, and have benefitted mightily from both? And become at least minor leaders of one kind or another ourselves, driven by the same self-sacrificing love that was shown to us?
Isn’t it reasonable for us to view your clichés as such when we find that NOT A SINGLE ONE OF THEM applies to us?
And why do you say such things? I mean, why do you choose those particular things to say? Because they’re true! No, I don’t mean that they’re always true of every person in every religious situation. Of course not.
But they’re true enough of enough religious people to become a cliché.
But, you may say, these are not clichés, we’re simply telling it like it is. We’re just speaking the truth.
Don’t you think Mormons say the same thing about their clichés? That they’re simply telling it like it is; that they’re just speaking the truth? Where’s the difference?
Are atheists filtering the data to arrive at a safe explanation of religious behavior as opposed to really digging in and figuring out if there’s any substance to the reasons given by those who are religious?
[OMG! YOU’RE STILL READING THIS CRAZY RANT? WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?]
We here on this board share a common cause regarding Mormonism. We have worked together on many projects like to inform the drive-by posters who just need an expert to enlighten them. And we rally around the broken-hearted among us. In light of all that, why would you atheists mistreat us religionists pretty much the same way Mormons mistreat you? Is it perhaps because you haven’t yet purged all the Mormon ways out of your system? Do you think we don't hear you? Are you so self-absorbed you don't care?
Do you EVER see religious people congregating on a thread on this board to insult, denigrate, and/or mock atheists for their bone-headed obstinacy toward the obvious truth that God is real? Is there a constant drumbeat of condescension coming from religionists toward atheists?
To be fair, this board is, after all, called “Recovery From …” and it wouldn’t matter what word comes next: all those who dare enter here are warned by just the first two words to expect unfiltered thoughts and raw emotions. Both mine and yours. That is as it should be. We are indeed recovering. All of us.
And Heretic 2 did say in his opening of the linked thread: “I am so jaded, hostile, and skeptical.” That is so very way far understandable in the ex-mo context. In any ex-OTC context. And it described me for at least five years of my ex-OTC life as well. And yes, I was quite a jerk during that time. I’ll let you be the judge of whether I still am.
Ok, I hope that was at least entertaining. And was passable as respectful and enlightening. But most of all, I hope it grabbed your attention and provoked you not to raw animosity but to measured consideration. No, really, stop and think about it.
I’m going to go back to my knitting now, if I can remember where I put the yarn. Dang, my life is being overrun by senior moments.
JAR
P.S. Oh, shoot! Did I just press SEND? That wasn’t supposed to happen. Cancel, cancel, CANCEL. Sigh. Too late. Now everybody hates me.