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Date: January 30, 2015 06:48AM
Remember in the movie "What Dreams May Come" in which Robin Williams has to search for his wife, who is in the hereafter? He discovers that his wife actually painted a picture of the cottage where she would live after she died, and he finally finds it. His dog comes running out the cottage door, down the path to greet him.
When I was five, my grandpa gave me a Corgi, across the street from my school, for me to come home from school. He had an inner clock, and my mother had to let him out, no matter how bad the weather was. In junior high and high school, the bus would let us off in front of that same school. When I went away to college, he died, and I was too broken-hearted to go home that Christmas. Through all the turmoil of growing up, of being bullied by my brother, being a Mormon, my little red dog was there to wag his tail and smile at me. Sometime, I was the only one I could talk to. He slept beside my bed every night, as he was not allowed to be on the bed, and he guarded my door. If my mother and I went somewhere in the car, he would be waiting in front of our long driveway, and he would lead us in, with his tail held high in the air, and prancing like the happiest little dog in the world. We taught him a lot of tricks. Each dog is one of a kind.
I didn't get another dog until 50 years later. She was a black lab puppy, sick with a cold, and no one wanted a sick dog. She had had her spay surgery at too young an age, and was not recovering well from that. She was being put into the back of a cold truck, to be taken on a 400 mile journey in a snowstorm, back to Friends Sanctuary, and my daughter and I ran up to them and said we wanted that dog! That was the only time in her life that she was sick, and she grew healthy, and went on hikes with me almost every day. She was eager to please, smart, and so GOOD. When the kids left home to go to school, it was a rough time for me, and I didn't know if they would ever come back. It was me and my dog, alone in my house, for 5 years. She slept on my bed, and would warn me if anyone came into our yard. She knew to bark at men in suits who came to my door! My children came home for graduate work, and marriage, and grandchildren, who adored my dog. She loved to play fetch, and hide the bone. She would "talk" in a growly voice, and seemed to be forming words. The neighbors called her the "smile dog" because she could curl up her lips in a smile. When I was sick, she would let me hold her on the couch, when we watched TV, and her soft warm presence would comfort me.
Every day she would roll on the back lawn--whether it was rainy mud, ice, or green grass. I was depressed, and decided to go out there and roll with her, too, and that became the best anti-depressant, ever, (besides resigning from the cult.) When my dog go old, she got cancer, but the doctor said she wasn't in pain, and that she would let us know. On her last day, she rolled on the grass, and came in to make me go on a hike with her.
Yeah, Gordo, dogs always want to go on a walk. I kept offering to turn around and go home, but she wanted to push forward. She was a little slow, but we went to the very end of our favorite trail, sat and rested a bit, then went back to the car. I had a ramp for her into the back of the car, but first she had to go chase a squirrel. It was getting dusk. On the way home, she started to whimper, and at home, she went down the ramp, and laid down on the front lawn, and wouldn't get up. It was time. The hospital was ready for us, they knew us, and they let me hold her and tell her what a good dog she was, the whole time. I wish I could hug her big, warm body once more. A black lab is an ideal dog--mellow, good with children, cooperative, and a great friend.
Sorry to get carried away, but all your poems and entries made me cry.