Posted by:
defanon
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Date: October 18, 2014 01:36PM
I was with someone recently and never felt so intensely--it was the first time I really felt that explosive, overpowering, absolute kind of love and need. We both agreed that we felt a spiritual connection--but she also became unpredictable and all over the place really quickly. We would have an intense encounter, then she'd ignore me for days, then come back and aggressively seduce/hit on me until I gave in. This happened several times until it came to an explosive end.
I'm heartbroken. Can this feeling--the feeling that someone's your soulmate, that they are meant for you, that you're spiritually connected to them--be just an illusion? My biggest fear is that I'll never feel anything like that again. It's taken me to a darker place than I thought possible. I don't know what to do.