Posted by:
larry john
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Date: May 20, 2012 04:40AM
Firstly depression issues? I tried cutting out the sugar and did the vegitarian thing, worked in the seven day aventist church
more so, even led to a short romance, but got a slap when I mention about the lds mormon eternal marrige thing or nothing?
Looking back, again I gave up a woman who was everything glowing and happy in jesus and because she was not a mormon, turned her down when she want seriousness. She didnt care if husband, children had any desire after death to want to be together as long as we were all at jesus feet, we would be happy and not want worldly things like sealed up marriges. The sealing was the holyghost of promise nothing to do with temples let alone I would say to aventist their blasted saturday sabbath either, the bible says.
But your mormon marrige? nothing pisses me off more than sports, games more important that a spouse even sex. I personally would not tolerate a lack of sex if that is what your need is, in or out of marrige, GET IT but dont answer to the church. DONT be threatend with abuse either by the spouse for getting sex elsewhere, nor make ya kids think your bad as you must be happy and your body satisifed and so does your husband but he sounds like a big fat lazy mormon slob.
Make the bastard jellous. But if you are not the sex addict type like me, then a fat slob husband is better than an adultrer, tho maybe he gets off with porno when your not looking and he's not playing his video games.
Love and sex is everything baby, more than money and power tho many exchange it for money and power but the best combination is love, sex,money and power the works, but then if its not fucking sealed up its usless here after so again guilt trips by mormonism and living in fear off missing out.
The only thing your missing out on is a nice hot guy who wants and needs you now who is not your husband and for the sake of the kids you dont want to shame the kids.
What will be will be but if your not about sex, but just family matters, then a potato couch husband, is not so bad, one of you will end up like the other depends who wins or go the otherway and do stuff, or maybe a bit of both compromise. Let him have his ego but refined, but if its a sexual need, that he refuses to fulfill, that is a problem. Love is a choice then for the sake of kids to dry up to the bones, live of the happy memories of falling pregnent and having children that is a blessing unless it is not, in or not in love and in your case not in love.
If having children with him is not such a fond memory anymore of the past early romantic times, then save you sanity, depression and go out and live again without lds influence, unless you find a sexy man who loves you maybe more than the church and its idiotic routines that drain the fuck out of ya.
This is Larry John, the worse sinner of all, who gets what he wants but to keep it, means pissing some party off. Remember what people think of you is none of your business.
MOVE ON. Is it all about you or some outside god the man with a penis who has lots of wife's...... Thats enough to make one selfish just thinking about it.
No wonder the woman from the SDA church couldnt care less about marrige here after or sealings, as she was married to jesus or thought so...and that is all some woman want even for the sake of children yet the big boss of jesus says cant come into mormon heaven because you didnt seal up or you had left him and the church. Fuck the big boss, jesus is cool and in those churches jesus is the only god as he said there is no one above or below me and see me you seen the father. But wait there is more, jesus was married and sealed up went to that temple feast wedding but for himself the bible story says secretly, but wait there is more jesus never died on the cross and escaped thanks to judas his best friend that got him on a boat and off to india, leaving his wife and kids behind who ended up in france...
If all this was true and no one really knows except the masons who keep that blood line secret, and masons and mormons with secret handshakes to heaven perpetuated lies about eternity when jesus never really died at all, just to get money and tithes, well indeed, if all that was true would you not want to do what you really wanted to do afterall????
Get laid and more and more, and not with some slob husband unless he himself needs it to with another, and your hanging on for sake of kids or hope of mormonism? What damage this church and its doctrine does?
depression and get help or just get laid and have some romance but, devoice? let him devoice you then when he finds out you dont take his shit anymore..
anyway I'm talking shit I know nothing.
food for thought to provoke you thats all.
do what you want and harm no one illegally.
Larry