Posted by:
BoMSkeptic
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Date: February 19, 2014 01:04PM
In regards to Anonman's post about his stepson in a previous thread, Id like to clarify that I am nothing along the lines of your step-son at all.
1. I never drink alchohol
2. Drugs are unthinkable for me.
3. Im very wary of the law and am likely the least arrestable person in my house.
(And also the spyware software he installed has TERRIBLE reviews for slowing computer performance and even installed other rouge softwares such as adware programs in an attempt to further maximize profit margins)
My parents have opened all my emails before when they had access to my account, and they go through my journals all the time. (Sometimes I have to go to their room to find them), and they already have filters on the router and cell phones.
I just wanted to clarify that. I definitely DO believe that there are children who completely lack responsibility and need strong parental guidance until they can fully develop the attribute.
The reason my parents are so weary of my online activities is because they believe that Ive looked at anti-mormon literature that has led me to loosing my testimony. Other than that I am a nearly perfect son and other families are happy to have me over any time. I actually feel closer to one of the families than I do mine. Thats the biggest shame I feel. My own parents illusioned perspective on what it takes to truly be happy (I.e - going to church every sunday) has blinded then to all the good in me. All they see is that I dont go to church, and that apparently makes me a wayward son.
Ironically, I only looked at anti-Mormon literature and visited this site after being out of the church for 2 years.
I lost my testimony because Im a psychology buff and I understand very well how feelings can impact a persons beliefs. A testimony is simply a set of emotional experiences that serve to convince one that the church is true.
Its just a feeling though. You can have a feeling about the Flying Spagetti Monster, but it doesnt make it real.
Anyways, Im working on college papers and saving up money again seeing what I can do about moving out. Ive also changed all my passwords and will be installing a bios password just for safe measure. Thanks for all the support offered. It is truly appreciated!
Edited 3 time(s). Last edit at 02/19/2014 01:08PM by hypnosisplz.