Date: November 07, 2013 05:59PM
I've been out 9 years, and until very recently I had the same recurring dream. I start the dream in Arizona, where I served my mission in 2000-02. I don't believe ANY of it any more and have made a total break from the church, but in my dream I'm not allowed to tell anyone that I don't believe. I have to do the work every day, pretending to be TBM. Then I lose my companion and end up wandering around lost in the desert or an empty city or backroad, looking to get back to Canada. My car might break down, and I'm hungry and thirsty, and I never run across another person.
I just wander and wander, looking for a way back home, until I wake up. SUPER FUN TIMES.