Ok, so I don't know everything, I knew that, I don't have "god-complex". But, seriously there some things you SHOULD tell someone because they DON'T know the "Rules" of someone else's game. But eventually, the reality of it all would sink in and get figured out. Some things I find out AFTER the fact. But,.... you would think that at least someone in my family (Assuming they gave a crap about me if they ever did, and just up and TELL me the damn secret- instead of asking me stupid questions expecting me to figure it out!) Really I just want to associate with someone without all pretense and I can't figure out WHY I can't. So there. I mean if it regarded my safety- seriously, Not telling me is close to Evil here.