Posted by Boje on February 03, 1999 at 05:01:22:
In Reply to: For Boje posted by Lenin on February 01, 1999 at 23:11:45:
Lenin,
Thanks for the amateur psychoanalysis, but several professionals beat you to it. If my writing style is indicative of any neurosis, it’s my manic \ depressive personality. At least that is their consensus. Contrary to popular opinion, I don’t sit and "compose" my writing, using big words, in order to compensate for feelings of inadequacy, rather, my mind spontaneously and pretty much uncontrollably reacts to some stimuli with what are commonly called "rushing thoughts". I have the choice of allowing them to repeat over and over in my mind to the point of distraction, or I can write them down.
If I choose to write them, I just put them down as fast as I can type. That is why they are often so unclear and disjointed, I suppose. What you read, is what I think. That may say a lot about my subconscious. I really should take the time to edit these thoughts when I decide to let others read them, but normally after such an outburst, I feel emotionally drained and don’t bother, if they are at all coherent. I’m usually only up to a quick spelling check. Anyway, you guys really aren’t worth the effort. :>)
I hope that I haven’t irritated you too badly, and you needn’t worry about my fragile ego; I’m well aware of my strengths and my weaknesses. By the way, I’ve reconsidered "picking up my marbles, and going home", I lost most of them years ago, anyway.
Boje